So, CheyenneAdams (https://www.deviantart.com/cheyenneadams) messaged me that two years ago I was her first watcher. On October 22, 2009, I started this account and terminated my old one, which I had for about one year prior, and I have been drawing for nearly four years now. I decided to look through all my past Journals here and I realized how much I have changed, even in the course of this year. There have been things I have regretted saying, doing, or thinking of, and a year ago if you asked me if I would change all my mistakes, I would of said yes in a heartbeat. However, now when I think about it, I have concluded that no matter how terrible things might have seemed, those